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JeffreyMartinK
Artist | Student | Varied
United Arab Emirates
Artist + Programmer = ?

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Been travelling... Haven't had a chance to draw anything. 

Hope to get back into painting soon. 
Just saw Logan today.!! 

Finally, after managing to avoid all the "Easter egg", "Spoiler", "What you missed in Logan" videos and gifs all over the internet. 

AMAZING MOVIE. 

I feel like all the superhero movies should really move towards this whole R rated style of filming. I am so glad they managed a ton of blood and showed like the severed heads and torn limbs throughout the movie, I think that is what makes wolverine ..... urm .. WOLVERINEE 
He's a bloody animal who does animalistic things. 
That needs to be shown in the movies. 


Anyway. Beautiful movie. Loved it. 

Anyone who hasn't gotten a chance to see it yet, please do watch it in the big screens if possible, totally worth it. 
Good Afternoon everyone ... 

Hope everyone is having an creative day so far. :happybounce: :happybounce: :happybounce: :happybounce: 
So, I was at an event the other day and noticed a kid walked in with his mother and they sat in front of me.
I was like " oh look it's that kid from the other day " , but this time he had a dinosaur toy in his hand.

All my old memories flooded into my head, I had all these thoughts and past memories banging against my brain.

*Flashback*
I had always wanted to be a paleontologist. Back when I was a kid, they would ask ... What do you want to be when you grow up, expecting an answer like " astronaut, doctor, engineer, rich, popular, president" or something mundane. I always said " paleontologist, now think about it, how funny was it for a kid to say paleontology, I mean, I didn't even say it right !. I was really into dinosaurs and researching about their life and existence in the past. I would love the thrill of the find, having to dig and excavate different parts of a dinosaur bone was considered exciting for me. I was a huge dino nut, for all intensive purporses, knew every dinosaur from the tiniest to the largest, and what they ate, where they lived, what time period where they alive from and to, what might have been their lifestyle, which of them did what and what was the most unique thing about every one of them. I would sit up wondering what the world would be like, if they roamed our lands now. 

Then the strangest thing happened, I started to grow up. School's started becoming very serious about subject selection and focusing on a career, and "what do you want to become when you grow up?" questions turned into negative statements like " What will you become when you grow up !!". The days started to feel colder and less interesting as schools started to take control of your life. I never realized this until much later but there was this subconscious sense of pressure that schools and society started enforcing upon myself. Slowly I turned away from dinosaurs, shows about dinosaurs became YouTube videos explaining algebra and geometry, and surely trying to read about newly discovered dinosaurs were no longer a priority. The books and toys that I had, about dinosaurs all disappeared behind stacks physics, English, math, geography, history, biology textbooks and past papers. These were now the main focus of my life and my goal's were changed. It wasn't a sudden, wake up in the morning and realize I need to study hard, it was so subtle that once you realized you had drifted away, it was too late.

Well times changed and the dream of being a paleontologist died, it was a small part of my childhood that died along with it, and I guess society 1 and Jeffrey 0. Maybe if I had fought a little harder I would have been a paleontologist now, or maybe it wasn't meant to be, I guess we'll never know. There is something about a child's mind and thoughts that is free. Growing up is definitely a part of life, but it does not necessarily have to change your views entirely. As a child you have more freedom and power of imagination than any grownup can ever experience. That age when you can become a tiger by just thinking about it, climbing a mountain because you thought you could, fly above all man and watch over them like an eagle because you wanted to and didn't doubt science - relationship between the body mass and the gravitational force didn't matter, because you were a kid with an imagination that could take you places. Then you grow up, views change, ideas change, people change. The same person who told you, "you can become anything you want" tells you that " you need to follow what others say if you want to fit in with society, you're not a kid anymore", you have hit rock bottom, the end.

Society, the plague of the 20th century. A system that decides who does what and when, a group of powerful people who are in power because of fraud, corruption and greed deciding our fate. I still know system's that decide the fate of a student based on marks that they get for an exam. Exams that you write which defines you as smart or not , gifted or not, have a future or don't. Motivational video's out there tell you " break free from this hold of the world, be free and do what your heart tell's you to", Yet .. we are all afraid, because we are comfortable. Fear of risk. A fear that was put in everyone by the society. 

I wanna be free, and i will be free ... I AM NOW AN ARTIST ...... and a couple of years down the line .... I WILL STILL BE AN ARTIST..... people will not take away this from me... society will not take this away from me ....

That kid with the dinosaur reminded me that because i let my guard down I lost the chance of being a paleontologist. Now i know.

BRING IT !!! 
SOCIETY CANNOT BREAK ME ! 

DRAW OR DIE ! 

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MoonArtDreams Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hello fellow deviant Hi!

Just wanted to stop by and thank you so very much for the watch! I absolutely appreciate your support and it really means a lot to me! Hug

Hope you're having a very nice day!
~MoonArtDreams
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bluedudemarble Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2017  Student General Artist
You're most welcome ! 

Also, welcome to DA. 

Love to see more of your work ^^

keep it up :happybounce: :happybounce: :happybounce: 
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Holmes-JA Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch!
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bluedudemarble Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2017  Student General Artist
You're welcome. 

You have a really interesting collection of work ^^
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Holmes-JA Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks :)
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Ahh thanks for your watch <3

Here are my other 2 accounts if you want to see^^
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Km92 Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
 Thank you so much for the watch   Flashing Heart Bullet (Orange) by Gasara
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keiligogreen Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the watch:) (Smile) ;) (Wink) 
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bluedudemarble Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2017  Student General Artist
Anytime. 

Good works inspire others right !
We all gotta [watch] out for each other. ;) 

See what I did there :D haha ! 
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